Endings

We said a very tearful good bye to Cixous a week ago yesterday. I still tear up thinking of it. After not eating and not wanting to walk for a couple days, we decided it was time. I scheduled her appointment. Almost immediately she took a few nibbles of food and walked the block. It was only a few nibbles and she stopped every 10 feet of the block to catch her breath. It was time. It didn't make it any easier. I still look for her every morning and the weekend was really hard. I swear I hear her. It will get better. She had a great life and made my life better for sharing it with me.